Encouragement

Here is an example of an encouraging email...One would think I would get "it":

You will never be fully healed until you are able to no longer fear failure.

The only way one does not fail in life is not trying.

Understand, you from day 1 at the nursing home said everyone stressed so bad, how stressful the job was etc, and you knew better.
From Day 1 you knew better

The best thing a Manager can display is the ability to bring new ideas, be calm and collective under almost any circumstance and build a solid team. You have done and displayed all of these things.

Give yourself a break, step out on the ice a little further. There may come a day you make a mistake, but guess what we are all human and will. If it is any kind of company they will see how you react to the mistake and see it as a learning process.

You have a good thing going, honestly the only way you would destroy it right now is through self-doubt.

You also have control over how fast the dial turns up on your career. You don't need it to if its not perfect for you. You have said you have very small requirements with life now. If its not perfect for you, let it go by, there will be others.

Do not dwell in pending failure or doom or you will never be happy !!

You will find the balance !!

Take Time to Enjoy.

Pretty decent words of encouragement don't ya' think? He makes for a pretty good EX husband don't ya' think?