I was just relaying my story of incarceration to a friend of mine. It was disappointing. I could tell that she didn't believe me. She was distant and in a hurry to get off the phone, She did a whole lot of that "hmm, yeah, ah hunmm" stuff. I have known this woman for more than 10 years. I am more worried than ever. If she doesn't believe me, then why should anyone else?
Maybe I am just paranoid. But at any rate, I truly believe that she thinks I am guilty.
I can't sleep and I think the world is against me. This is real true paranoia. The kind that freezes you and makes you believe that you really are guilty. I see no good coming from this.
I hope tomorrow I have a different post for you. The kind that makes nonsense out of everything I am posting tonight. Right now it doesn't matter.
Even in the eyes of my friends, I am gulity...Doom, it feels like doom.
Malicious Extrapolation
9 years ago
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I can't say anything that will make this better for you. I've never lived through it or known this type of fear. All I can say is I hope it's over with now and you are just to drunk to post and let me know you're still a free woman.
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