Remind me next month...

Either I became a Training Manager today or I am training myself out of a job one or the other. I had one person promoted from my facility, today I was given another person to train. Hmmm...am I that good or that bad is the question?

I pondered about this all day long. I finally got my nerve up and asked my District Manager if I was a Training Manager or training someone for my job. He said a Training Manager. I felt kinda silly having to ask the question but was thrilled with the response. I ordinarily wouldn't feel so insecure but for a few issues....

We live in a world of uncertainty about our jobs, that's number one. I possess an abrasive nature so I tend to offend others, that's number two. Today the Director of my facility had a meeting with my District Manager and said that he wanted to be friends with me again and didn't know how because I have put walls up, that's number three.

Both of my "bosses" are men. How the hell do you say without saying that you have just been PMS'ing and you want to be friends too? LOL...Seriously, as I said I can be abrasive, but I guess I had no idea how abrasive if someone feels the need to say "Make her be friends with me again"...

This is no laughing matter (although I am snickering). This is serious business. Is it time for me to go for one of those hormone balance tests? Or have I always been this way during "mother nature" time?

It's a good time to make friends again. I'm done with PMS. Someone please remind me next month!